Hi ladies.. I am 23 will be 24 in a few months I have a almost 4 month daughter I am pregnant again about 5 to 6 weeks unfortunately I haven’t been able to see or hear the heart beat yet, doctors have said all they see atm is an empty sac. I saw my daughter at 7 weeks exactly and heard the heart beat best feeling in the world.. I was thinking of abortion since I was freaking out wondering how the hell id take care of two kids .. I know it’s not the baby fault I don’t want judgment. The abortion is supposed to be for 10am Friday morning all night I have been freaking out I can feel my heart breaking inside, I have decided not to do the abortion and keep the baby, I have been off four months for maternity leave and I’ll return in a week I’m kinda nervous to tell my work again that I’ll be leaving again.. I would really love to hear stories of mothers who have two kids and have made it. I know I can do it I am just so scared

Thank you !!