Rainbow becoming desperate 🌈🌈

Had a MMC on June 6th (baby #1) (miscarriage #2)

Devastated to say the least, was just about to announce, said baby would have been due on New Year's <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> ( my SO's 30th birthday this year) so it's bitter sweet for us, we're both well aware it's coming up and both very anxious about it being a sad day rather than a happy one which I want it to be for him we have had so much heartache

this year! I would love nothing more to soften that blow with a BFP! Please god if your listening let me give him that gift this month or next πŸ€žπŸ»πŸ€žπŸ»πŸŒˆπŸ™