Bummed out

MJ

I’m getting so sad and frustrated with TTC-I want to be pregnant and have a healthy baby so badly! Of course my husband is sick during my fertile window. I’m so disappointed. I know I’m over reacting-it’s not his fault (and he doesn’t have to BD if he doesn’t want to even when he isn’t sick). I know I’m being selfish but I feel like time is ticking away and he doesn’t have that same urgency. We are on cycle 5. I also think i really wanted to have a summer baby so he could help out over the summer break-he’s a teacher. So that expectation/hope is adding to my feelings too. Sigh. Just needed to vent. I feel so alone in TTC.