Crying since lastnite😢😥

Relly belly

I honestly thought there was a great chance I would be pregnant. I was so excited to hopefully surprise my bf on his bday with a positive test. But yet again negative. I thought I will wait till today take another one and possibly see a faint line but another negative. I'm in my room balling my eyes out while my bf is in the living room not knowing the rest he jus got for me says Negative. I don't wanna tell him last few times had him so sad now I have to let him know it's negative again. Feeling very down af due in 5 days smh. Maybe another baby is not in Gods plans for us right now😰 I jus want to stay on the bed and cry. Ttc is stressful when it doesn't happen. Congrats to all the moms that got a BFP. Baby dust to everyone!!!