I'm just hit the 19th week and four days ago was when the baby became really active.

However, also in this last week I've been feeling more "down" moments.... not sure what changes lie ahead, not sure if I will be a good mother and cope with the demands of motherhood. Not sure how my relationship with my husband will be impacted... it feels like I'm already starting to miss him a lot.

Wondering if all this will lead to problems bonding with baby and post-partum depression.

Wondering if all of this is hormones or if it's a sign that we've made a huge mistake.