Worried... confused and emotional
So my ex boyfriend and I, he was my boyfriend during the event taken place.
Him and I were playing around as in making out and things kinda got heated well he’s ate me out and fingered me before but every since I allowed him to do it the first time, he told me he was addicted to the taste of me. So he constantly wanted to eat me out or finger me or just rub his fingers around to get me wet just to lick his fingers. Well this time he was like I’m hungry and he began eating me out and fingering me, which I allowed as I had before this moment, well he kept pulling me closer when I tired crawling away when he’d get to my g spot well he kinda got more aggressive well I finished and he stopped so everything was good. We are laying there and I’m falling asleep and he rolls me over and starts kissing on my body and pulling my pants down and I’m like fine just eat and I’ll go to bed. So, he started eating and doing a bunch of moving and he was like lemme hit it 2 times just 2 strokes I’ll pull out and leave you alone. I said no I don’t want to have sex plus you dont have condoms so no. Well he kept trying to stick his dick in me snd I kept pushing him away and saying no but he kept on and kept on and finally he got me to where I couldn’t move and stuck it in. I began crying.. and bleeding well he started his motion and had me pinned to where I couldn’t move. He was about to bust and he stopped well I tried to push him away and off me but he got me in a different position and started going harder and I began crying more and I screamed because it hurt so bad well he slowed down because he began to cum so he stopped and pulled out well he only cummed a little well he pinned me down to where I couldn’t move my hands or feet. He waited and then stuck it back in and he started stroking me really hard and then really slow and within 2 minutes he busted inside me and then he pulled out and he was still cumming so he stuck it back in and i began crying more he pulled out again and cum was running out of me and was still coming out of him so he spreaded my legs and aimed it towards my vagina. When he finished he rubbed his penis all around and stuck it back in. Then took his hand and opened my vagina up and took cum that got on the sheets snd fingered me. Afterwards I told him to leave and get the fuck away from me and he kept apologizing and saying he was being selfish. Well almost 2 weeks later I was late so I began taking test they were positive off the bat. Then about 3 weeks into seeing positive test I began hurting and feeling off and I took a test as soon as I spotted blood and the test positive line was faint and 2 days into bleeding I tested again and it was negative? Was it a miscarriage?.
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