Me and my boyfriend have not been getting along. I’m not even exactly sure what happened. We were so happy and ttc. Next thing I know I want to kick him the hell out. It all started with an attitude change I seen something different in him. Now I’m no dummy I been around this a few times. When men cheat they get to feel themselves. He tried to show me a video on his fb and when I went to reach and grab the phone because it was too far away he grabbed the phone saying no let’s watch it together like he wanted nothing to do with me holding the phone. He’s been going to the gym which he never does which is fine by me I’m all about fitness and health but again something feels off. Last night in the mist of us arguing he went to the mall bought new clothes and an expensive ass watch. Then came home and went out. I told him that if he leaves the way he did he has no respect for a our relationship and not to come back. He walked out! Then he came in last night and slept on the couch. The house is mine and I am so furious I just want him gone my lease is up in two months I am thinking about packing my things and going to stay with my mother. I feel so disrespected, unappreciated, and unloved. It just all happened so quickly and honestly out of no where.

I didn’t want to jump the gun, but I feel like he gave up and I feel like giving up too. As much as I wanted him to be the one. I now see he isn’t. My heart is broken because we been through sooo much. I just thought we were better than that guess we aren’t!