Today was hard. I’ve known for almost two weeks now that we won’t be having biological children. 7 (or maybe 8, honestly I’ve lost track...) failed cycles and my RE called off our final cycle. I don’t disagree with his assessment, but that’s not making it easier. If I could afford donor embryo right now, I’d be doing it for sure. So for now we are trying to save some money before deciding our next step. Maybe a 2nd opinion, maybe adoption, maybe donor embryo... I boxed up all of my meds and supplies. I can’t stand even looking at them right now.