Scared to tell him!!!!! Feeling so ashamed ☹️☹️☹️

Charlotte

Hey everyone, so I’ve been with my partner for 5 months now coming on 6, he’s the love of my life!

We are expecting our first baby in May I’m over the moon and cannot express how excited we BOTH are! All he does is hold my belly and talk about the future....

I’ve been deaf since birth, I was born with glue ear, I have to wear two hearing aids one in each ear and I am so embarrassed by this! I feel like if I finally tell him he’s going to think I’m weird and leave me and the baby.

My mum told him about how I have a disability earlier today and it pissed me off because I wanted to do it when I was ready and he approached me about it this afternoon but I snapped and said we’ll discuss it later.

I don’t know why I feel so ashamed about this it makes me feel like I am no good for him. I’ve had past relationships end because men have found out and I’ve always been so honest with some guys that I thought wouldn’t just walk away and I guess the feeling of being knocked down is breaking my heart.

I am human after all, I am going to try and tell him tonight but fingers crossed it’s not the end for our unborn baby’s sake. 🤞🏻