This is my story..

I broke up with my ex in July this year.. when we got back to school I realized that I really missed him and I really love him and want to be with him again. But come to find out he had moved on to my best friend...

I went to Florida in September on a family trip to Disney world. The night we were coming back he decided he was going to sneak out with this girl, they got caught so when I get back to school I find out that both of them were grounded and I thought it was suspicious. He had lied to be about the reason he was grounded but I had finally got it out of him and he told me what he did. He claims they didn’t have sex.. he just gave her a hickey. And ever sense then I have still been fighting for him. He had finally came to a realization that I really want to be with him.. he’s shown me that he wants to be with me but he’s hesitant to show it in-front of her.. do that worry’s me and I worry that they secretly still have something going on😭 I’ve forgiven him for it but I cannot forget about t no matter how hard I try if I’m sitting alone I think about it and it drives me insane.

We’ve had sex twice in the last month so now im starting to feel like he just wants the sex.. what do I do???

I’m sorry this is so long🙁