Ready to give up (a poem)

Molly • TTC #1 and rainbow baby Struggling so much to have our BFP

I’m done holding out hope.

I’m done crying each month.

It hurts to see one line or a no.

I can’t deal with being laughed at by a nurse for wanting to test early.

Each moment passes and I cry harder.

I just want to be a mom.

I just wanted to tell my mother in law that she will be a grandma when I meet her.

Instead I pee again and one line shows....