all these positive results coming out.. all these "do you see the second line omg please tell me you see it" when theres an obvious second line there..... 3 months trying and NOTHING what the fuck?? I do EVERYTHING right. It was so simple the first time around.. we got pregnant instantly.. this time for some reason its taking forever. I wanted a summer baby and i didnt want my kids to be more than 2 years apart but i have a strong feeling that this month is a bust AGAIN. whyyy. I just really want to get pregnsnt with a baby before the end of December. I'm perfectly healthy, active, and so is my husband. why is this taking SO LONG.. I guess I'm just mad.. mad at everything.. it's all kind of juwt building up.. yesterday my friend got an abortion at 10 weeks because "fuck that" but 10 weeks prior "omg so I let him cum in me, but i just started my birth control last week, I should be okay right?" I said to her right away why would you do that knowing you dont want kids till youre 30. ugh I was supposed to ve with her in the room but i couldn't... I couldn't even answer her in the morning because i was supposed to drive her o the procedure. UGH I'm so sorry this is long I guess I just needed to vent...but negative after negative. It shouldn't take me that long to conceive 😭😭😭 im happy for everyone that got their positive, and i know there's women that have been trying for much much longer than I have.. but im just sooo sad and angry that it just won't fertilize! I still have a week to wait to see if I'm pregnant.. but i just feel like it didn't happ3n again. 😣😣