Checking every wipe

Stacey

5 weeks today having 3 previous miscarriages I cant help worry every time I go toilet I’m checking the tissue to check for any blood or spotting I keep getting cramps and keep telling myself that’s just one of the symptoms then keep poking my boobs too see if still as tender as the day before 🙈 anybody else doing the same?? Or am I just being over paranoid 😩