My son is only a week old. He is my first baby and I love him so much.

I've noticed that since having him my anxiety has gone through the roof. I'm obviously lacking in sleep and I'm so scared for my husband to go back to work next week.

I cry for no reason and then I cry because I'm tired. I feel anxious and I'm still in pain from my vaginal delivery with second degree tears.

My pregnancy was hard and I was so anxious to get him out but now that he's out I wish I could put him back in for just a little while longer.

I wasn't prepared for this. I'm scared.