So I was with my sons dad for 4 years and we broke up when my son was two yrs old. I broke up with him bc I just wasn’t in love, he was the 2nd man I had slept with I wanted to experience more.

Fast forward 4 years later, we get along great, coparent great, our families are close, we haven’t been in a relationship or had sex in 4 years but he’s always wanted to get back together and have a family. He’s a nice guy, does anything I ask, is always there for me, is a great dad but I just don’t feel that way about him, he just irritates me sometimes like the things he does and the situations he gets himself into like losing jobs and getting new ones like every few months. Idk maybe I’m just a bad person but I just don’t see us ever being together again