Breastfeeding question

Heather

I scrolled through and couldn’t find a similar topic, so if there is one, sorry!

I’m a plus-sized lady with large breasts and am only comfortable nursing at home with a Boppy pillow to support my baby on. He’s a month old. We’re both finally comfortable with him laying across my belly to latch. I’m crazy anxious about going out with him anywhere because I don’t think I’d be able to hold him while he nursed. Like my boob will either suffocate him if I don’t hold it back a little bit and that takes away an arm/hand to hold him. And it’s not like I can take my Boppy with me anywhere to nurse, unless I leave it in the car and nurse there.

So I’m asking for positions that worked for other ladies that might relate to me? Also, where did you get any nursing shirts? It was hard enough to find a nursing bra that fit me and supports me, but it ain’t cute 🤦‍♀️

Thanks in advance!