Im not alone

Madison
Well mother nature had came and gone again this month. Me and my man have been trying for 2 and a bit years. Every time my period comes i getbso upset. I got pregnant a year ago, however that ended sadly in a misscarriage. Shortly after that, me and my man started to be on bad terms we broke up got back together, had massive arguements over anything. We got back together and have decided to try for a baby agsin. My friend and her bf of of 6 months just found they were having a baby, she mentioned it was a suprise baby. I was happy but devistated at the same time, i have been trying so many different ways, pills and folic acid , eating healthier. I just hate how i see people not even try and end up pregnant. I want a baby and a family so bad. How does everyone cope with situations like this ?.