Pregnant after loss, so nervous!

Sabrina • 35, Wife to an incredible man 💑 Mama to a perfect little boy October 11, 2016 👶🏻, MC October 2017 👼🏼, and our rainbow baby boy born July 18, 2018 🌈

Hi ladies, I had a miscarriage at 5w5d on October 17th. My husband and and I decided we wanted to try again right away as I’m 33 (34 in February) and we still plan to grow our family beyond this. Well, I haven’t had a period. On the 16th I woke up to a BFP, a very dark one. I saw my dr right away and she ordered blood work for then, and for 48 hrs later. Just got my results and they have doubled! I’m so happy, but at the same time too scared almost to function. I don’t know how to calm myself. I panic and every twinge. If I feel a little wet due to discharge, sorry, I panic and run to the washroom thinking there’s blood. I’m beside myself with worry, but know I need to keep myself calm for my health and that of this miracle rainbow baby I have growing. I don’t know how to do it 😔