Ex issues

Just need a little advice! My husband and I have been separated for a month now and It still hurts the thought of him with someone else! Even though he was extremely mean to me! Does anyone else have this issue and if so help me get past it!!! These are a few of the things he has said to me!! Shouldn’t this be enough fuel to hate him?? But why can’t I??

Made TMI due to language!

Text from him!

It's all good Bitch ur fucking dead to me ths whole watever we wer supost to b was a fucking joke just like u I'm getting fucked up and fucked tonight in ur fucking bed witch is mine now go find them kids 10 more daddy's bc I'm done with tht shit too fuck all of it bitch !!