My brother in law and his wife pops out kids left right and centre. He has 3 now planning for their 4th. His wife loves attention of being pregnant and having a new baby once that baby is about 5 months old she starts to only hold it and pay attention to it when someone else is around or for a Facebook post. She just sits on her phone all day ignoring her kids they all are behind in learning because she couldn't be bothered to educate her kids on anything either. . And I want to be a mom more then anything else and it breaks my heart.