I want to get pregnant badly. I am well aware that this isn't healthy but i think i got depressed over this and cry most of the times especially after sex. I hate how I made my husband felt bad about it but I just couldn't help myself. Just couldn't help thinking what could go wrong with me? 😢 and why isn't it happening already... Every month whenever AF is approaching i got very emotional hoping it wont come. AF is supposed to due on Nov21. Pls pray that it wont come. I cant wait to discover the feeling that someone is actually growing inside of me, experiencing her first kicks, morning sickness, and all that comes with it. Just a little bit more for a lifetime happiness.