Heartbroken

We tried on our own for over a year with no luck. Then started fertility treatments with clomid and iui. Our first round we got our very first bfp and at 6 weeks saw a little heartbeat on ultrasound. We were over the moon. On Friday at my 8 weeks scan I heard those words that I still can’t get out of my head. “I’m sorry but I’m not seeing what I should and there isn’t a heartbeat any more”. Just like that everything turned dark. My husband and I are heartbroken. I feel so lost and have been crying since then. I have a d&c; scheduled this week. Starting over feels impossible. We wanted this baby, we love this baby. I know this is common and many women go through this but I feel so broken. 😔