Confused & Dangerously In Love

I’m A 19yr Old Female & My Boyfriend Is 39. & I Have Dated Older Because I Seem To Attract Older Men , I’m Mature & Responsible For My Age Opposed To Most In My Generation . Well That’s What People Have Told Me ... But I Have Been Dating My Boyfriend For Four Months Now & In The Beginning It Was Rough Because I Wasn’t Fully Ready To Be In A Committed Relationship & I Had My Options Open & I Wasn’t Discreet With My Side Conversations At All . & My Dude Told Me I Was Hurting Him & He Just Couldn’t Understand Why & Honestly I Never Really Had Someone Show Me They Was Hurt Like That Before I Thought It Was Something He Would Say To Try And Make Me Feel Bad But I Can Tell His Feelings Were Hurt For-real , & It Made Me Upset That I Was About To Loose A Good Man From My Foolishness . So I Got My Act Together & Left The Hoes Alone . & We’ve Been More Involved Physically , Emotionally , & Spiritually Than Ever . I Already Have A Toddler & He Told Me He Wants To Have A Baby With Me. I Feel Ready To Settle Down & Get Married Then Have His Kid. What Do You Guys Think I Should Do ? Because We Talked About Marriage But I Don’t Think He Wants To Do It Anytime Soon Since We’re So Fresh But I Feel Him Every-time We Have Sex He’s Not Taking Precautions To Prevent A Baby From Coming. 😔