Oh my god I feel like a crazy person. I'm up and then I'm down. I'm crying over the stupidest shit. I'm so angry at my husband for not anticipating my every desire and I KNOW THAT IS CRAZY!! I'm 10 weeks -- am I really going to be this all over the place for the rest of my pregnancy?? I miss being able to relax with a glass of wine... I miss having control over my emotions. And I am already outgrowing most of my bras and a lot of my pants. I'm a fucking wreck and I just wish I could talk to my mom about it but we're waiting until Christmas to announce. I've wanted this baby for so long, but oh man is it lonely sometimes.