I want a baby

I want a baby so stinkin bad, I have always wanted one. But my boyfriend doesn’t want one right now. And I’ve had so many conversations with him about it and he just says the same thing, not right now. It’s killing me it really really is I want to experience pregnancy and kicks, I want to hold our baby on my bear chest after he’s born and I want to love and <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> him for the rest of his life😞