want to ttc but he's changed his mind for now...

hi there. I'm new to all this but I've been dwelling on it completely alone and was exploring this app amd thought I'd take a chance and reach out....

My partner and I suffered a miscarriage in marchand it was absolutely devestating. I was diagnosed with PCOS at 14(I'll be 24 in February) and was unsure I would even be able to get pregnant. The pregnancy was definite shock but we were absolutely elated. After the miscarriage we decided that it wasn't exactly the best time and stopped actively ttc. i know it's still not a hundred percent ideal to conceive right now but I have wanted nothing but to be a mother since i was a small child. i want so badly to become pregnant and a mother and although I know he wants another child someday, I feel impatient and deprived that he is not on board. He has two children from a previous relationship so he has already experienced this twice and is more logical than emotional

in this circumstance than I am i feel alone and i know eventually he'll be ready but with our ten year age difference i feel slightly more rushed..