So I know this lady who has 11 kids and is currently expecting again, she smokes, drinks, no healthy lifestyle but she manages to get pregnant so easy and have no issues, yet I’ve done everything the complete opposite to her and couldn’t keep my only child 😔 I really don’t understand how this world works anymore! I’m sorry for this seeming a little insensitive but I find it so painful to cope with. We’re currently trying again after our loss but nothing is working, i fear we’ll never have our rainbow baby. I just want to be a mummy 😭 I’ve been ready for a baby for so long and it hurts that my baby boy got taken from me, he should be here in my arms 💔