I'm just really fed up. I've been staying home since having my LO (7 weeks old now) and I'm just finding it difficult. I've talked to my husband who doesn't really see my point of view as he would give anything to be a stay at home dad. I run my own business but it doesn't make a great deal of cash, and his job brings in enough money to support us while I've stopped working so we can't swap roles. He's sympathetic that staying home, breastfeeding the baby, keeping the house, and doing what work I can for my job is really hard work and is draining, but he still doesn't really understand why I'm not thrilled to be doing it everyday.

I love spending time with the baby and am grateful that his job allows that to happen, but some days I just feel like I can't do it anymore. Right now, I'm 90 minutes into feeding my son and I just feel so disconnected. I don't really have a hobby or many friends and I'm just getting down being stuck at home all day I guess, but I feel like a bad mom for even thinking that way. Huh 😔