I'm giving up. I can't take the heart ache anymore. I told my Fiancé during my last af that I wanted to give up and he told me he really wanted to keep trying. Well I am ovulating today and it feels like he's trying to avoid doing the bd. I just can't keep tracking and trying only to be let down again and again. Maybe I'm just not meant to be a mom. I dont know 😞 I just had to vent somewhere. I was also told by my doctor we should start seeing a fertility specialist and that's terrifying. We start next week but I'm kind of over it. Wish me luck I guess.