Obsessed with anal sex!!

I'm seriously obsessed with anal sex!! My boyfriend and I have always had a great sex life, but yesterday for his birthday I finally gave in and did anal! We always used butt plugs during sex anyways, so I couldn't imagine a big difference. Last night we did it in doggy position with a vibrator on my clit, but tonight we did missionary. He was penetrating my ass while I had my vibrator on my clit, and WOW I CAME SO HARD 🙈 I've *weirdly* 🙄 always tear up when I have a really really hard orgasm and tonight my eyes were flowing lmao. I hate it but my emotions and feelings are so high the only way I can react is to lay there feeling amazing with watery eyes 😂