So irritated

Today I️ feel like I️ did the most stupid thing ever. So I’m not in a relationship. Been single for almost a year but I’ve been talking to a guy and been having sex with him only. I️ have a roommate in my apartment and he’s a male and I️ found myself having sex with my roommate 2 nights ago. And then tonight he started playing with my breasts and I️ told him that I️ didn’t think what we were doing was a good idea because I️ felt bad and guilty. I️ told him Im emotional and that I️ didn’t want to be stuck in my feelings. Basically telling him no. But then he touched my vagina and it was like electricity so I️ let it happen. Expecting sex. Instead he flipped me over and pushed his dick in his mouth and fingered my vagina. Literally was 3 mins and then over. No sex. I️ had no pleasure. Didn’t cum or orgasm. But he sure found time to cumin my mouth. I️ feel so stupid. So degraded. And played. I️ also just feel pissed and unsatisfied. Now I️ have no interest in him at all and I️ miss my guy I️ was talking to. Is it bad that I️ called him to come see me so I️ can have sex with him, this very same day?