I feel so insecure right now😭😢

Been seeing this guy for 2 months just dating we are not committed and tonight he kept looking up blow job tips and blow job videos in front of me almost like he was doing me a favor. I felt really offended. He even said “it’s not like yours is bad or anything” like really? I feel so insecure I really don’t want to be sexual with him because I feel like he’s judging me.

I don’t get why he judges me though when he’s never offered to eat me out.

I’m just offended. Am I taking this too personally? What should I do?

What exactly should I say to him?

I’m really hurt😭😭😭