i don't how to say this without sounding like I'm accusing him because I'm not...

he has all theses girl he talks to to on Facebook messenger and I been trying have sex with him for 3 months especially last night on our anniversary I tried so hard to have sex but he rejected me like usual....

sometimes I think he's cheating on me because he didn't have a problem dating married girl and low keyed flirted with me...

I don't want think like this especially getting ready to have a baby 2 months...

but I do think like it some days alot... I think to myself is he cheating on me? or does he not find me attractive anymore? is it me? does he like someone else? idk... it sucks to feel like this like I said I'm not accusing him or nothing it's just how I'm starting to feel I tried explaining it to him he keeps say he's not and he don't blame you for feeling that way....

I need a vacation...