I think i need help... ☹️

It has been 16 months since i lost my little girl at 20 weeks gestation.. I still find myself crying once a week, alone somewhere.. doing the dishes, using the bathroom, after sex, on the bus..

I just cant help it

I don’t tell anyone i still struggle , not even sweet Angel’s daddy.. I like to tell myself Im a better , stronger woman for dealing with my emotions and being able to still be functional after losing the only thing i ever wanted.

Ladies.. I need some advice because im starting to feel like i should seek counseling.. ☹️