So as a lot of modern day love stories start, I started talking to this guy on tinder and I didn’t expect much to happen except maybe a couple sexy conversations (since he lives 200 miles away and was just visiting the area) and then we’d never talk again but we flirt a lot and I thought that was the extent of it but we talk a lot and it gets pretty real and I do really care for him and I think he cares for me on some level but I don’t know what to think exactly because of the conversation below (I know a couple things I said or missing but you get the jist)

And he said this (I’m pretty sure he was high though, based off the first part)

But regardless I think I have a bit of a crush, plus he’s super sexy.

But it really bothers me that I can’t see him and that I can’t know if he is going out and coming home with other girls and I know we’re not dating or dedicated to each other in any way but it still kills me that I don’t know. Especially after he said those things.

And also I have had other guys ask me out or wanna hang out but I can’t make myself say yes because they’re just not the person I wanna go out with and I don’t know what to do.

I feel so childish.