dear big brother,

you were suppose to protect me but you ended up being one of my biggest secret. after you told on yourself was a relief. but that was 20 years ago. i never thought what you did to me would mess with future relationships. confessing to bf what you did to me was one of the hardest things I had to do. luckly i found the perfect man who loves me even when i have flash backs. you say sorry but it will never be enough on how much my life has been impacted by your chose.