Birth control and breastfeeding

I’m about to give birth to my second, I never went on birth control after my first and I was thinking about the depo shot but I’m a little nervous and am probably going to stick to the pill.. my doctor mentioned I’d be in a low dose pill if I’m breastfeeding but i don’t feel comfortable and want the higher dose, has anyone done this or know a brand you use? Sorry just don’t want any more kids