Am I wrong?

Alanah • MC:11/15/17. Just trying to get my rainbow baby🌈

I had a miscarriage at 10weeks and 5days on November 15th.. well that day my boyfriend was saying it’s okay we will try again. And now this week when I’m ready to start trying he is telling me No and I’m not ready. Like I was ready to be a mom and start a family with him and so was he and now he all of a sudden doesn’t even want to talk about it or like I was never ever pregnant.. my feelings are really hurt cause I want this..