Well for 6 months he lied. We have sex 2-3 times a day. Everyday. I give him head everytime he asks. I told him if he was doing anything wrong to just be honest and I wouldn't be angry that we just needed to talk about it and figure it out. He swore up and down even on our unborn daughters life that he wasn't. I found it. 6 months worth. Every single day, 16-20 times a day even while he was at work. 

A month later I started to trust him and that's when he joined a chat and was receiving nudes from some woman on this app he has. I found that and he swore it was the last time. Again it was everytime I left the house he would look and talk for hours. He did it a third time because he was angry at me, like he did it out of spite. To add ontop of that everytime we went out he would stare at women, I mean turn his head 10 times while sitting right in front of me. Usually I let it go but he did it a week after having my daughter. Plus he made awful comments to me about my body while I was pregnant. He also has compared me to other women telling me I am worthless. So when we went on a family trip and he was too busy turning is head to stare at other women than pay attention to me and his daughter. I don't want my marriage to end but i constantly feel like I have to watch him. I get sick to my stomach everytime he's home alone. I hate not being able to live my life but I do love him..I've tried helping..offering to go to couples therapy and he says no he doesn't have a problem and if he did it's gone (out of the blue) bu what makes me so angry is he told me if I was staring at men, watching porn or anything else he would consider me a cheater and leave. How do I fix this? Women who have been through this..does it get better? Why would he do this to me ? I seriously need help..