It is so hard getting negative

Getting negative after negative. This month hit me and has me a lil extra down. My dr recently put me on progesterone so my hormones are high. And go a BFN yesterday and AF last night😭 and all I wanna do is have a baby. I work in the hospital so that Dosent make things easy. Steadily dealing with pregnant women. We’re skipping the month of December bc we’re getting married in August and I don’t want to chance it. Just need some encouraging words! Good luck to everyone💜