Need to vent

Abbie

So my period is 1 day late and I have been taking tests since 5 days before my missed period and all have been bfn. I have taken so many that I swear I am seeing lines that aren't there. I have had period like cramping all week on and off but no bleeding at all. I went to bed last night with really bad cramps and thought I would for sure wake up to my period. When I got up this morning and I felt really wet down there (sorry tmi) and went to the bathroom and it was just a lot of white cm. I got really excited thinking it was a good sign, I took 2 frer and they were both negative .... I have lost hope and just want to either get my bfp or my period but the wait is driving me crazy... can anyone give me some advice or success stories of your own? Anything will help at this point. Thank you!