*Update*

Thank you for the comments you have taken the time to write for this post, I can’t tell you how much reading them has helped me to have a better day today.

I was diagnosed with clinical depression, anxiety, and body dysmorphia about 4 years ago, but I have put on some weight since then and so I thought the body dysmorphia had gone away, and that now I am actually as fat as I see myself.

I weigh 59kgs but feel like I look much heavier because of where I carry most of my weight (above my hips). I hate it.

I’m exercising and eating so well, but it just goes nowhere, and I feel like I’m stuck with these fat sides forever 😞

Thank you to everyone who took the time to read or comment on this post ❤️

*Original post*

I don’t even know why I’m posting this.

I have been trying so so hard to be ok with myself, to lose weight, to exercise and to become healthier, but it feels like nothing is getting better.

Again, no idea why I’m posting this, I’m just at a loss and feel like giving up on everything.