the STRUGGLE of making friends?!🤔

Tiarra

So im 21 years young (soon to be 22). I cant remember the last time I actually realized I dont have any friends. I have acquaintances but none I dont think I would ever consider any of them friends. I mean dont get me wrong Im not antisocial or anything of the sort I can be really fun and Corky. Which was never the problem, growing up I had friends but as the older i got the less friends i had and now it dawns on me and im like 'wow i have no friends, no social life, which means no fun, no girl time, no girl to girl advice , road trips, no memories'. And being in my early 20's with no child(ren) to care for i would consider this my prime time but yet im not enjoying it to the fullest. Meaning i have a relationship that im thankful for everyday best im in love with my bestfriend but i dont have female friends. I even go to bars with my mother in law: yes his mother... i was wondering if anyone went through thid or still is and how theyre managing it