Hello ladies! I got a BFP this past Saturday night. I’m about 4 weeks today. I am still in disbelief. While I am happy I can’t seem to find myself excited. I’ve had 2 prior miscarriages, both at 7 weeks. I am super scared to go through another miscarriage or to have an ectopic or chemical pregnancy. Because of this my dr told me the day I got a BFP she wanted to see me in her office immediately. I have my appointment tomorrow.

My mind is going at a million miles an hour just thinking on negative what if’s. I’ve had a small bruise toward my left groin area with a little bit of pain. So I’m just thinking the worst with every ache or twinge I feel. Has anyone else felt this way? I feel a little helpless, scared and just overall panicked. I don’t want to tell anyone I got a positive, only my husband knows. I can’t express my concerns to him because he’s in the police academy and has his state exam coming up and I don’t want him to be stressed out about this if he doesn’t have to. I’m praying for a healthy pregnancy!