I'm so upset.... I want to be a mom so bad!!! My husband and I both agreed to start trying for our 1st. I was so excited that he brought it up to me. we start trying and all of a sudden he just doesn't seem interested anymore. I'm so heart broken. I want to be a mother so bad. He's very aware of that. He would be an amazing dad. I have a hard time even bring it up to him because I'll just start crying. I'm just so torn. I don't even want to try anymore..... 😔😭