Squirting or peeing?

Every time my boyfriend fingers me I guess I pee. Like usually I squirt. But lately I've just been peeing. I swear it's just squirt but it's such a strong scent of pee and now he's really worried about fingering me hard cause I've peed a lot on his bed. About twice now. I feel awkward and I just want to know if there's anything I can do. Like I told him wait let me pee then continue but then I come back and he's out of the mood. Why is this so difficult?!