Some days you fight the universe and you fail....today is one of those days

Have you ever been called fat by your coworker at work?

Have you ever cried two days in a row after having talks wirh your family about how much fatter you're becoming?

Have you ever....stared at your stomach and wondered what happens if you just rip all this fat off.

Have you ever walked home from work and thought to dial someone to talk about this but can't think of anyone to talk to about this without getting their opinions?

Today I feel like I lost. Today I feel like I have lost over and over and over again. Today I feel worthless as I sit in my bathroom and write this post. Today all my demons have caught up to me. Today I feel out of words and out of breath and today I feel my existence is nothing.

Today I feel like this is karma for everything wrong I've ever done.

I'm posting this because I hope and pray that if you're having a bad day that it's not worse than mine and i want to tell all the women in the universe that you're beautiful and that you hopefully never feel this way.