I fucked his bestfriend

Ok so imma tell you guys a story. Ok so I lost my v card to a guy I hardly knew as a person. Knew him all thru high school but not really kno him. So I had sex with him. He wasn’t good. It hurt. I was kinda over it soon. Anyway that happened in like July. So like about a month ago. I smoked with his friend. He ended up asking me if wanted to watch Netflix. I was like no cuz I knew wat it would lead to. So then my dumbass got cold and I was like yeah let’s go to your room. So we went to his room. And we ended up fucking. Idk how but it happened so this is where it gets sticky. So v card guy doesn’t kno I fucked his bestfriend and is constantly hitting me up. And I’m like shit I don’t wanna homie hop. So anyway for some reason or another I don’t go thru with v card guy. So anyway Friday I left my house and needed a place to crash do I messaged bestfriend and he let me stay and so I got there we cuddled which is weird cuz I thought cuddling was for someone tht has feelings. So we fucked. He was good like he improved. And I was sore the next. So after we had sexual we ended up cuddling/spooning and then we felt asleep. Like Idk. Like I want to kno if he like likes me a Little or like wat the fuck. Cuz I feel like he doesn’t want me to do anything with his friend and that morning after he called me after I left on Snapchat but I didn’t answe cuz I didn’t see it the issue here is that I’m starting to catch feelings. He fucked my twice. And I kno that once it’s the third time I’ll probably mean more but he’s a hoe. He fucks a lot of girls and I couldn’t Help but ask myself if that’s how he treats the other girls he fucks. Just like me.