Baby Fever
I know it’s crazy but I don’t know how to stop or slow it down. BABY FEVER! BABY FEVER!! BABY FEVER!!! I am 23 I am a senior in college. I am engaged to a man that I have been with for 3 years and 3 months. We get married in 10 months, September 2018. My fiancé and I have contemplated procreation before when we vacationed in Alaska but decided it would probably be better if we waited until after the wedding for financial and wedding planning reasons. Even though he told me anytime I wanted to go for it he would make it happen. However, I haven’t stopped my baby fever. My fiancé and I don’t use any type of birth control just typically have used the pull out method which has worked for us thus far. The night before last my fiancé ask if he could cum inside me and I said yes. Is it bad of me to want to be pregnant? I know I am most likely not because I am not ovulating and it is three days before my period. I guess I just want to create a mini mixture with my fiancé and start our family but I am afraid I will screw up the timing. Im afraid if I get pregnant now that I won’t finish college. I won’t get a well paying job. That my fiancé and I will feel financially burdened. My fiancé and I grew up in what I would consider poverty (no lights, no heat, no running water, we were lucky if our parents even had their own house or place. I was sent to a catholic boarding school for native Americans and my sister given up for adoption. My fiancé well his mom is a meth head and his step dad a molesting rapists crack head.) So I am afraid of screwing up the timing. We just want to give our kids something we never had, stability, Love, and peace of mind. We want our kids to worry about being kids and not worrying about how the family is going to survive (if that makes any sense to you). I feel like I should wait but my baby fever is driving me the opposite way and to be quiet honest it is making me terribly moody when I don’t get my way and horny when I am not being moody. I don’t know if I should give in to the baby fever or if I should kill the baby fever. I just need advice? What do I do?
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