I'm 31 years old with no kids. I got pregnant at 18 and had a horrible miscarriage I started to bleed so immediately went to the hospital very unprofessional doctors told me I had a miscarriage gave me a shot and sent me home told me I should make an appointment with my doctor. less than an hour after I had gotten home my bleeding went from spotting to literally pouring I went back to the hospital they gave me another shot this time I my butt and told me it's just start clotting and I will be fine they sent me home again. by the next day I bled so much I fainted my cousin called 911 the paramedics told me I needed to go to the hospital immediately I refused to go back to the hospital the sent me home twice so I told them I wanted to go to my doctor the paramedics refused to leave until I was on my way to a doctor to my when I made it to my doctor he looked at my mom and boyfriend and told them you're lucky you brought her and when you did another 30 minutes she would have bled to death I've lost so much I was so in and out of it I remember very little of that day. so needless to say I have been terrified to get pregnant again I've been on birth control for a long time. now I'm ready to try again me and my boyfriend have been together 8 years and I'm 31. my younger has 4 Kids my brother also has four kids and here I am 31 and I have a chihuahua LOL. I just don't know where to start I don't even know if I can have kids I don't know whether I ovulate ovulated not I just personally don't have a clue. there was one point I thought I never wanted kids but now I'm realizing I was just scared and I want to try. am I too old do you want to even try now